A long pandemic season

It felt like a very long journey I don’t know where it’s heading.And that is life. I put and old photograph in front of my working desk. A picture of my father holding… Continue reading

Courage from a Stranger

It’s been a long cold season.I survived the battled with a weary heart. I decided to rest for a while. I still hanging on the last string connected to the old memories. Not… Continue reading


I love the idea of Kintsukuroi. Kintsukuroi or “Golden Mend”┬áis the Japanese art of mending broken pottery using lacquer resin laced with gold or silver. Rather than focusing on the destruction on an… Continue reading

To the man I love the most

It’s been a long time. This year will be 19 years without you in my life. I still remember how happy I am when I see you picking me up at school. It… Continue reading

Kita beruntung

Kita beruntung. Kita diberi kesempatan untuk sejenak diam dan merasakan jeda. Seperti diberikan waktu untuk mengenal diri sendiri. Untuk beristirahat. Dan memahami apa yang kita inginkan. Selama ini, kita sibuk merangkai semua keinginan… Continue reading

My thought about love

In the hall full of people, I heard it loud and clear. The opposite of love, is not hate. It is ignorance. In the ocean of troubles and waves of emotions, we relentlessly… Continue reading

I am here

February, 2019. You know the hardest part of care about someone else? To know that they hide their feelings. To actually see how the negativity kills their soul. No matter how small the… Continue reading

I let things unwritten

I used to write in long sentences, with all the detail so people can understand my thought while they’re reading my writings. I used to write to share my feelings, most likely the… Continue reading

Simple things we will do

Dear my love, In the morning, I will wake you up to drink water. We will hear the sound of the kettle, whistling loud letting us know that the water is boiling. I… Continue reading

Someone to blame

“Kak, aku udah ga kuat. Aku minta dilepaskan. I want him to let me go.” A few second after I read that message, there was only one thing crossed my mind. A decision… Continue reading